Some of my favourite skin products 🎀

  Soap and glory smells absolutely wonderful my friend introduced me to soap in glory and it's perfect

 Sugar crush body butter smells like lemons 🍋🍋

  Zoella suggs hungry hands ! Omg I totally fell in love with the smell and it was only £5 from Superdrug . Smells like gingerbread ...

And last of all I use Olay night and day cream even tho I'm 18 and it's a anti wrinkle cream it's never to early to start putting it on 

Thanks for reading guys hope you've enjoyed this post it's one of my best so far I reckon 

Form Beth xx

Chapter 2 of 12

Hey guys .

Omg it's been ages since I posted on my blog , my heads been all over ! 

I'm making February my month ! 

1. I'm getting a job 

2 . Be more organised 

3 . Motivated more 

4. To continue blogging 

My ultimate goal is to visit New York it's on my bucket list ! 

And the song that's motivating me lately is John legend - love me now  , I seriously recommend this song ! 

 

Loosing control

I cant deal with a thing right now . Im tired and physically drained , moving all the time and never being sertled ! Its a battle each and evrey day to keep living !

The amount of times ive gave up , theres a reson i dont know why ive kept going . The people ive lost  i know i will never get them back ...
I was a little girl ! i always question ' What did i do wrong ?' Im going to be an adult in three months but whos going to be there for me !

Its  now my 11th foster home , no wonder i turn to strangers on facebook when i dont have the love of a mam and dad ! All i want is to be loved and cared for .

My friends and their familys care but ive always dreamed of a perfect one of my own .

Why shouldnt i give up on others , evreyone gives up on me .

From Bethany xx

Inspiring Insta 👍🏼

Im starting this post of diffrent this time ..

 First of all follow my Instagram -  dream_and_believe1999

I love helping others so this instagram is so i can raise awarness for any issue really . people that are struggling can direct message me so feel free if you need to talk . Id rather put orher peoples feelings before mine , it kind of makes me feel better knowing ive helped someone out . Just so you guys know boys hurt to ! its this steryotypical world that makes them feel they cant show emotions , so im here for evreyone .

Im worrying and confused and i feel like giving up right at this moment in time . Im turning 18 years old on New Years Day , I leave care ! although ive been told i can go back to where i have grew up im scared to move in with this family , ive not had one person thats just been in my life and left its left me with attatchment issues . Thats one of the reasons im scared and its nerve-wracking moving or going somewhere new , as most would agree ?

Evreyone faces their own struggles , we all need to support each other instead of causing more problems for each other !

Your never alone - by that i mean theres always someone that wants to help also theres people that have maybe suffered from the same thing . Theres alway someone that understands believe me

Next time you need to talk message me on instagram !
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Love beth xx💗

Dark nights ☔️🌫❄️🍁🍂

hello again ,

Two posts in one day .

The cold and dark nights are back ! who else loves this time of year .
Going out then coming back to a warm house and jumping into your pjs with hot chochlate and marshmellows and cream !

Bonfire night ! I love the sparklers , im excited thinking about it !

things you can do
. watch films
. Have a hot chochlate marshmellows and cream
. go on a walk
. collect concers
. pj day
. hot bubbly bath
. firework display
. ice skating

This christmas id like to do some fundraising now ive thought of donating presents but id like other idears of what else would be a good idear so please comment

love beth xx

Time to put yourself first .

 Hey guys ,

I wonder how many people out there are reading my blog ?

Things get a bit hectic in our lifes and putting yourself first is the most important thing when you face a situation !

▪️Only do things that make you happy
 
▪️ Enjoy your own company - I reckon we all get irritated at people and this is when we should take a bit of space to relax .

▪️ Love the person you are - Your amazing for being yourself

▪️ Talking to people your own age is great as they see it and they are going through just the same things , well some :) so friends are important!

▪️ Treat yourself evreynow and then this allows you to feel good :)

Remeber you are yourself so follow your heart not society

love beth xxx

Thoughts & Feelings

Hiya guys sorry i havent blogged in while .

Ive been struggling a bit lately , Dose anyone else have really low days were you cant do anything due to lack of motivation or just feeling down ? Well thats how ive been feeling !

I was this far away from getting a job and i blew it now ive got to look for other jobs ! Frustrates me knowing im growing into an adult and starting to have these responsabilitys and worries . Its harder too when you have anxitey and cant do it like others .

I know im not alone here , theres zoella sugg thats suffers from anxitey and one of my friends dose to . Id like peoples advice on how they deal with anxitey ?

Please comment ...

Beth xx 🌸💗

Sorry for the short post

GET HAPPY 😋 POSITIVE VIBES 😛

Hiya guys hope your all enjoying my blog so far .

I reckon this may be the best blog im about to write that ive done . So if you have found it fun and intresting please share and make sure others that you think would benifit to introduce them to this blog .

Believe in yourself is the beat thing to tell yourself when you are worrying about a new situation ! Dont let others bring you down is a key point to remember ! If your happy and you feel comfortable then DO IT ...

 HAPPY 😋

🍭 Try setting a goal that is realistic so you can achive it and feel good that you have been successful           in something that was your goal .

🌸 Talk to your best friend - It makes me feel so happy when i have my friends to talk to as I do feel down quite a bit so I tend to facetime my friend as we live quite a bit away from each other now . You will be abel to trust your friend and its someone thats not a teacher or a family member so it should be easyer to have a laugh and talk to .

🍓 Try to not overthink to much . Admit ? We've all done this and as you know it makes situations a whole lot worse . Keep your mind busy ! Get fresh air ! Try something new .

⭐️ Relax - Take a nice warm bath , add bubble bath or even a lush bath bomb theres loads to choose from . Read a favourite book of yours , im doing the zoella book club with my friend . Spend all day in your pjs and watch films of your choice !

📋 Get things done ... Dont leave it to the last minuite or you will get stressed and thats not good .


i hope this helped and id like to know if it did in the comments below . 😋

Love you all

-Beth xxx

Quick Recipies

Hiya , to those that are reading my blog

Ice pops 🍭🍭🍭

This is a brilliant idear as summer is here .
Put either juice or lemonade in a plastic cup.
Then freeze it over night .
I added harribos in. my ice pop
. Remember you will need to put something in for a handle , I used a fork as I couldnt find anything else .

Leave over night in the freezer .




🍓🍫Strawberrys dipped in chocolate 🍓🍫

          🍫Melt the chocolate in a bowl
            🍓 dip the strawberrys in the melted chocolate
             🍫 After that put on a plate
              🍓 You can either eat it straight away or let them chill in the fridge for 15-20 mins


I hope you try these out and let me know what you think its only two but its healthy and sweet and its perfect to have in summer . If you guys have any tasty recipies please feel free to comment .

From beth xxx

Lets be carative .

Hey guys ,
Hope yous are all doing well and i am so sorry i have not been posting recntly .
I hope yous enjoy this post and comment on what you think








All you need is :
🌸 A canvas
🌸Paint brushes
🌸 Paints you want
🌸 Water to wash paint brushes

You can mix paints to make diffrent shades . Its really up to you what you decide to paint .
Its calming if you have a lot of stress to deal with too . I decided to paint as i was board and suprisingly im happy with myself ive never done a painting as good as this .

Tweet  me your paintings if you decide you want to do this activity .
https://twitter.com/troddan16




From beth xx

Don't know weather to start doing YouTube videos

Hiya Guys ,

I  hope you've all had a brilliant week . I also hope whoever has started reading my blog is enjoying it and id be happy if you would comment on what you think .

As you can tell by the heading on  this post is because I'm not sure weather to start doing YouTube videos  . I've been wanting to start doing this since 15 but never had the courage also I cant stand hearing my own voice . Who else hates hearing the voice if its been recorded?

I love how Zoe and other youtubers do their videos , I guess you have to start off somewhere , I think i'm going to just have a try and see how it goes  .

Over the past few days I've been feeling rather low but i think by continuing this blog it will help me feel better in myself , I hope i can be successful at making YouTube videos .

From Beth xx

Positive Thinking Game

hey guys  ,
Cant believe 170 people have viewed my blog .... I thought it would be fun to get you guys involved :)

Make sure you have some paper and a pen with you , if you don't go and grab them .
Answer the following , Don't leave any blank !

❤ Whats 1 thing your better at than anyone else you know ?
     For me its cheering others up.

❤Whats the last thing that made you smile ?
     Getting Caspar Lees new book .

❤ Three things you'd like to achieve ?
      ❤ Inspire others
      ❤ Pass level 2 art and design
      ❤ Over come my anxiety in public places

❤ Favorite books ?
     ' Girl Online ' - Zoella Sugg
     ' Caspar Lee ' - Caspar Lee
   
❤ Favorite type of music?
     Pop (top 40) I also love clubland

I hope you guys enjoyed this game . I basically thought it would be grate as most people feel bad about themselves throughout life and the aim is to show you there are positive things you don't realise . ' Its the small things that count '

Heres my twitter account https://twitter.com/troddan16

From Beth xx

17 Facts About Me ...

 

1 - When I was 5/6 I used to think you couldn't eat ice cream coans , so Id eat the ice cream and throw the coan away.

2- I was obsessed about pot noodles and pizza , its literally all id eat .

3- My favorite film is 'Alice and wonderland through the looking glass' . Feel free to comment your favorite film .

4-  I got voted prom queen , I was quite shocked to .

5- My favorite youtubers are Zoella Sugg and  Alfie deyes .

6- I cant live without music .

7- I still sleep with my teddy since I was 7 years old .

8- I cant stand walking , id rather stay indoors all day !

9- I want to adopt a child when im older

10- I hate it when I have to speak to new people , However I am probably one of the noisiest person once you know me  .

11- I used to eat lucky charms all the time .

12-  I dislike ' Healthy' food I just munch on junk food

Me as prom queen 2015 

13- I would love to live in America

14- I am creative .

15- I hate summer - well the heat it gets far to hot  .

16- I like to spend a lot of time on my own .

17 - I have a messy room .

Hope you found this blog interesting feel free to comment it would be lovely to get to know the people that are reading my blog . How about you guys post facts about yourself ?

From Beth xx

Trying To Be Perfect ? STOP!

Hey guys ,

This is a topic Id like to discuss ,I've been through things and I reckon its important everyone needs to read .

There is many young people even adults that struggle with their body image and are pressured into looking a certain way . When in reality everyone is just fine the way they are .

Believe me . 

Have you ever been called 'Fat' 'Too Skinny' or another things related to your looks ? Well who are they to judge . Everyone has their own views on how people should look and there is no way you should look . You cant help what a person looks like .

I've cried a lot due to how i look and I've often felt like smashing mirrors .
 I've been going through a vicious cycle since year 8 so 12/13 that was just the start as I stopped eating dinner at school due to feeling uncomfortable as I felt as if people were judging me . It began to get worse as I was skipping breakfast and dinner and as I used to want to rush out with friends I was going long periods without food . When I was in year 10 (14) I tried to throw up didn't work but I stopped eating for 2 days .
Things began to get stressful and January 2015 I was throwing up I felt disgusting and guilty I hated myself and wanted to be 'perfect ' I was loosing weight and even a teacher was concerned . My weight keeps fluctuating between 8 stone 6 and 9 stone .
I am trying to overcome this and is taking some time ,.

You will never be happy with yourself if you keep trying to be someone your not . One of my best friends Amelia wrote me a lovely letter  ' If you never let your fantasists of being thin go then you wont be happy ' Its true .

There are celebrities that people see as perfect a lot of photos of them will be Photo-shopped and Demi Lovato has struggled from an eating disorder plus many more . There are celebrity's and youtubers out there that are good role models .

At the end of the day there only human and will have worries as everyone has stories and a background that they wont tell . Until you know someone DON'T JUDGE .

Do you want your younger brother , sister or future children to grow up around pressure and bullying because its destroying generations .

We are all unique , don't change for others

The link below will show you how a peice of pizza can be photoshopped into a woman . Shocking
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hnvoz91k8hc

From Beth xx 

First Post

Hi guys,

I've been far too obsessed with youtubers and bloggers lately. However my favorite is Zoella Sugg .
I don't think I will ever manage to be as successful as Zoella though .If I do I would be totally shocked and if I am successful at inspiring other young girls like me I would be amazed and proud of myself .

I will try to help everyone of my fans and i cant wait to get started to see what happens in the future .

From Beth xx